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3.21am
since when you will msg me.
goodnight message.
it's warm.
but how i wish it's not from you.
sleepless night.
you always have the ability to make me cry.
torn.you are the murderer , killer.
don't .



i dont wan to be killed nor murdered
do you know making someone's heart cries or heart blues are also considered as crime ?
i bet you don't .

It's been quite a while i have lived through without bothering you had ever existed.
Face the truth , yeah.i'm facing and i did it pretty well.My life would be perfectly
great without or if you don't come and do anything.Anything means no goodnight
msg , no facebook comments , no typing anything that you felt like it's necessary.
Necessary to do as a friend.I feel like you need not do this lately.simply dislike.

BUT ,something to say.This goodnight msg pulled me down to hell.
you know why ? I will be a total sad girl when your name strikes my
heart.I will think of those unhappy things.make me cry.I will also
think of those happiness I had .but also , leads to tears."YOU=I'm
not ok,NO YOU=I'm definitely happier"so you, im kind of not like you
already .you,no matter what , it'sjust wrong .cuz you are a huge and deep
scars of mine.Trust me ,it takes time.I want to be a very good friend like
we always aretoo , I want to talk to you hang out together movie
togetherdinner together like what friends usually do too.I want too!

This gonna happen when someday your name strikes me ,but no tears i drop,no sadness i feel.
for sure , i promised. ^ ^


me.

p/s , p/s, p/s :  Things need not to be arranged properly each & everytime.


i'm turning into ,
"Forever ain't enough"  by    J.HOLIDAY
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